2026.4.25
OK here is my diary page. I will try my best to record my life everday!
Today is Saturday, nothing unusual. I wake up at maybe 8:30am....And play AnimalCrossing for one hour. Now is 11:19. Next week I'm gonna have three quizzes but that's okay cuz idgaf. Just be cooked and be peaceful.
As I'm trying to construct a website(I know it will never come true), let's talk something about it. To be honest I think the most difficult part is not coding but designing. Although I am an amateur in both these two parts. Coding is just like solve math puzzles....Conversely designing is just like making a puzzle to the public. Designing need you to find your favourite style, search proper pictures as decorations or background, and you need to alter the whole page again and again.... Actually I have no idea how to do these well.
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I think I'd better change this diary page to my website log and record how I establish my website continuously.
Now is 21:05pm. I did some design at afternoon. I decide to make my home page into my OC's room and put it inside. So the scene will be my character smoking at its gloomy room and thinking something silently! The inspiration is from pngimg.com. At first I was trying to find some website that can download pngs freely because I wanted to find a picture of the internal view of an empty fridge as the background(the fridge in the midnight is the key point in my setting. I happened find there are also a lot of different pngs of furniture. So I changed my mind and searched some basic normal furniture and put them together as a room. I drew it on my sketch book.
I'm so delighted that I find a goal and the process of making it come true is really enjoyable!
2026.4.26
Got up at 9:30am but woke up at 8:30am. Nothing unusual, I need to finish my homework before lunch time! Really need to lock in so let's study with me :O.
I checked my schedule, found that I have a Chinese History quiz tomorrow and I forgot to bring my textbook back home...! Therefore, I bought the e-book on the Internet and it wasted me a whole morning just because there are some "sensitive" topics in the book. Luckily everything has been done... I made a bottle of honey yuzu tea for myself and it tastes so great! Maybe I'll go to Mongkok and buy some desserts or fruit tea. Now I'm charging my phone, at 14:43pm.
Now it's 20:05pm, I finally get home! I went out at maybe 4:30pm, and miss the metro three times... My plan was eating some snacks in Mongkok first and then going to central station by metro, visiting Hong Kong Zoological and Botanical Garden. But I've done it in an inverted way. Anyways, I didn't focus on the animals in the zoo but the wild birds. I took some photos about them , and I was too excited for the Yellow-crested Cockatoo.... How cute and precious they are ! But also crazy and noisy. The street view was very iconic too, the concrete forest made of high buildings, steep ways, clean but old statements and colorful advertisements. I will choose a picture I like most and show it here after I download it from my camera.
Ooookay, now it's the time to go over my Chinese History.
I had a very bad night... My procrastination becomes more serious, and there is a mysterious emotion surround me, it seems like peace ,but also like something is stuck in my chest. There was a strange guy shout at midnight and the sound was really terrified, respect him=_=. Nobody can fall asleep with his beautiful song! That's annoying, right? Anyways, I slept at 1:50am.
School day. Nothing special. I've done a group presentation, good. I upload all my photos to my phone. The nostalgic vibe makes me feel a little comfortable. All the memories are gone in the past... Whatever, I still draw a picture, about a bathroom.
Do you see that black guy?
2026.4.28
School day. Nothing special. Took a nap after school. My mind was totally blank after I woke up and I even believe that it's was the next day morning and wanna go to school... I got a headache because of it. Bio quiz is coming tomorrow, never mind, I give up. There's only one school day left this week. I can do it...!
I realize one fact is that these diaries are meaningless. Actually, I have wrote some diaries before. All of them are buried in some corners of Internet that nobody cares. I like reading the others' diaries, but not mine. I hate to memorize my boring life, I hate the hollow feel. It sucks. I would never turn back, not because my life is not repeatable, just because it doesn't worth me to do that, even take a short , single glance.
When I was a clever child, my dream was to be an astronaut. Universe is a charming window, outside it,countless stars keep shining without any reason, persevere in casting beautiful light points. And the young me, stay at home, staring at them through the window, drown in this eternal moment. In my thaught, nothing different between dinosaur and aliens, nothing different between universe and prehistoric world. They keep a subtle distance with our earth. And that's why they are so attractive.
I speak too much. Nevertheless, this is my style. I have many dwelling across the Internet. In some place, I do speak like that ;).
2026.4.29
Normal day.My school is going to hold a swimming gala tomorrow. I'm not excited at all because the weather is too humid. Plus,everything that can kill time is not allowed. How can I spend five hours just in watching some half-naked bodies float in the water?!
My lunch was perfect though.
I will never forget the feeling of swimming. Ahh...My experience is regrettable. My tear almost comes out. Hope someday I will cheer up. It is my favourite sport, forever.
It's also the only choice I made by my heart.
2026.04.30
Swimming gala day, boring. It's just like an opera that no audience cares. While I watching them diving and swimming like an infinity loop, so many werid philosophical questions appeared in my mind. Why my life is like this? Why I have no perseverance?
I only had one meal, but also one bottle of Heytea :).
At 8:21pm, I went outside just because of boredom. Walking for two hours but this journey is also boring. If I have a opportunity to choose where to live, I will pick HongKong Island but not Kowloon.
I don't wanna record anything about today because it's just like a bullshit.
I just have no idea about how to live in this crowded, vivid world.
2026.05.01
I had a dinner with two stranger girls. One of them is my dad's co-worker's daughter, she was younger than me just one year but three grades younger than me. That's okay though, I was shocked by her outfit and terrible life. She dressed like a university girl, generously showed her curves, always looked at the mirror to check her perfect make-up. I don't mean that this style is incorrect(it's absolutely gorgeous), but it's impossible to be suitable for an underage girl!!!!
However, I want to be attractive as her when I'm an university student. Her impression activate me to practice my poor social skills too.
I visited HK Island after that awful dinner, that journey is also not very good. What unluckyday? I'm kind of speachless.
2026.05.02
IN SHENZHEN. Visted two museums today.
I haven't tried this type of dessert for a while. A little bit sweet but still tastes good.
I went to the cinema and watched “project hail mary”. That's a fantastic movie, sci-fi is always my type, and this can be my top3. Immersing in the beautiful scene of the colossal but lonely universe is the best way to relax and discover your true mood that was buried inside yourself. Although the universe is the most distant thing for us, it always carries human's cloest connection, most intimate feeling, and the softest essence. Wish one day all people can touch the sky, on that day, us must already become to an entire group and have no racist and separation, just live in a praceful and cheerful world, right?
Let's give our Earth and these whole universe a big hug. Not for any reason, just as insignificant and fragile human beings, why not do that?
